It's almost 3:00am, I should be asleep but I haven't been able to sleep at all. I'm dreading today with a passion. This will close another chapter of my life. I feel sick inside, seeing his body for the last time, I know it's just an empty house that could no longer contain the spirit but, when I look at him I want him to speak to me, I want more time to show him how much I love him. I know he's happy where he is and he wants me to be happy too but, I'm so very sad. I have a lump so thick in my throat I can hardly breathe, soon it will all be laid to rest. Lord you are the All Mighty you can do anything, Lord please help me, help me be strong, help me to stay focused on you and know that this is not the end because I know it's not the end but, I will miss him so. Lord I feel your presence and I know that you are with me, I just want to say, Thank you Jesus.
This picture of Rebecca Alexander is posted on my sidebar to remind me each time I blog, to say a prayer for her. Rebecca has Usher Syndrome Type 3, and has limited vision and hearing but will eventually lose both. This struck me as totally unimaginable and my heart broke reading about it. You can read more about her by clicking here. The full story is posted on the site of the beautiful ladies of, Twice As Nice. I believe that prayer changes things please join me in praying for Rebecca and others with Usher Syndrome each time you visit my blog. Deb
I was born in Birmingham Alabama, it’s home to me, I’ve spent all of my life here. As a matter of fact 98% of my family lives here. What’s good about that? There are no problems getting together for what ever the reason. I live with my husband and my youngest daughter Kandace, she’s 17. I’m a mother of four, two girls and twin boys. My husband is a father of three, all girls. Together we have nine grandchildren, six boys and three girls.
I lost my oldest daughter in 1996 by way of drunk driver, she was 20. This being the lowest point in my life, Jesus never left me nor forsake me and sent to me His comforter. ”Thank You Jesus”. Deb